creativity, abilities and productivity

Woah! God spoke today.

God told me this : " hr, There are some responsibilities of this world that i have placed upon your life. Talents that i have put into You. Use them, Invest in them, Rise up like you once did."

I went like.. Woah... God, You knew everything..

Flashbacks came to my head.

The first time, i took seats for cg when i was 2months Christian.

I was in charge to organize D Zone Outing when i was just 4- 6months old.

God placed me in SOW drums when i was just a 7month old christian and i was sitting in Dom's follow up with Choongkai's follow up to learn how Dom give follow up.

After that, Restructured. in Heart2Heart with Fifi. Learnt lots of stuffs. Helped out more in d50, like seats, setting up things for CG.

proceeded to lvl2 Drums. Restructured to D5 again.

God, You showed me how i must loved people and how much i want a revival for guys in D Zone. I risen up, becoming a PTL in church.

Until then, things started a bit sluggish. i wasn't giving my 150% nor 100%. Sometimes, i just forget to spend time with You because i was tired.

God, I knew i had guilt in my heart, not spending that much time with You.

But today, i Had such conviction in my heart, that i'll never going to compromised on the time i am going to spend with you again.

That i know, You put me in SOW, To grow more in You spiritually, then rise me up as Your leader in church. Now, all i Need to do is to do the invisible work. The Diligence. The Hard Work. The Behind scenes Work.

Its not going to be the same again.

It feels like, I will be doing even more things once i enter army life and at the same time, growing so much more in You, Doing so much of Your work with You.

Friend, I know that you may feel not good right now, but i want to tell you, you are always in our prayers.

Don't think so much.

Just remember 1 thing.

God is there for you. God is ready to help you get on your feet up again. He is just only waiting for you to shout 2 Word. " Help Me "

We always be there for you. Even though i may be in the army soon, i will still always be there for you. Just drop me a message whenever you feel like talking =).

God, I trust You with all my heart, I worship YOu with all my heart.