Written on Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 1:25 PM
Today, D5 had cg!
its was amazing.! Presence of God fell into the place.
Reassurance.
After cg, we hang out around church. Valerie wants me to say im important. because she skip her ballet.
thanks girl.
AFter that, they deicded to celebrate my farewell at kopitiam.
we went down. crap lots of stuffs. but all of them still doesnt want to buy food.
my stomach went "grr grr" hahaha!
so i was wondering, where did all of them went.
Peifen went back with soup! hahaha.
i was shocked o.0. they sing birthday song with me, then ask me say grace.
i said grace, then more food camp, i was even more surprised. i super paiseh. spend so much money man d5.. o.0
thanks guys! u all rocks! haha =D
went movie after that. Nic said : " I don't want to sit beside valerie!" and in the end, he still sat beside valerie! haha
After movie, nic said valerie grab his arm and her nails went into her meat when she got scared! haha
and i went " lucky i didnt sit beside her! haha"
God, i Thank you for all those things that you have done in my life.
I thank you for D5, For Jieru, Lynette, Dominic, Pastors!
Father, i pray that as im away from Your church, from HOGC, D5 will continue breaking through. People will start rising up. People will get even stronger in You, Church will Break through 1200!
something within me
Written on Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 11:30 AM
creativity, abilities and productivity
Woah! God spoke today.
God told me this : " hr, There are some responsibilities of this world that i have placed upon your life. Talents that i have put into You. Use them, Invest in them, Rise up like you once did."
I went like.. Woah... God, You knew everything..
Flashbacks came to my head.
The first time, i took seats for cg when i was 2months Christian.
I was in charge to organize D Zone Outing when i was just 4- 6months old.
God placed me in SOW drums when i was just a 7month old christian and i was sitting in Dom's follow up with Choongkai's follow up to learn how Dom give follow up.
After that, Restructured. in Heart2Heart with Fifi. Learnt lots of stuffs. Helped out more in d50, like seats, setting up things for CG.
proceeded to lvl2 Drums. Restructured to D5 again.
God, You showed me how i must loved people and how much i want a revival for guys in D Zone. I risen up, becoming a PTL in church.
Until then, things started a bit sluggish. i wasn't giving my 150% nor 100%. Sometimes, i just forget to spend time with You because i was tired.
God, I knew i had guilt in my heart, not spending that much time with You.
But today, i Had such conviction in my heart, that i'll never going to compromised on the time i am going to spend with you again.
That i know, You put me in SOW, To grow more in You spiritually, then rise me up as Your leader in church. Now, all i Need to do is to do the invisible work. The Diligence. The Hard Work. The Behind scenes Work.
Its not going to be the same again.
It feels like, I will be doing even more things once i enter army life and at the same time, growing so much more in You, Doing so much of Your work with You.
Friend, I know that you may feel not good right now, but i want to tell you, you are always in our prayers.
Don't think so much.
Just remember 1 thing.
God is there for you. God is ready to help you get on your feet up again. He is just only waiting for you to shout 2 Word. " Help Me "
We always be there for you. Even though i may be in the army soon, i will still always be there for you. Just drop me a message whenever you feel like talking =).
God, I trust You with all my heart, I worship YOu with all my heart.
something within me
Written on Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 12:10 PM
There was somethings in me for the past few days.
FEAR
I don't know. Part of me says that my visions about my team growth, Dreams, TL, CGL, WT Drummer might just be false hope, yet part of me is eager to keep praying and anticipate when God wants me to make the next move again.
It just feels so contradicting.
It just felt like whatever the visions, dreams that God has dropped to me, was just an another wishful thinking of mine. it felt like i was thinking too much. All those things would never happen. you are thinking too much, says the Devil.
Thus, I'm even more challenged to pray more.
pray that my team will grow in numbers, and not only just numbers, but qualities on the inside, the substances.
My visions will come to pass. My life to change.
Zechariah 3:6-7
6 The angel of the LORD gave this charge to Joshua: 7 "This is what the LORD Almighty says: 'If you will walk in my ways and keep my requirements, then you will govern my house and have charge of my courts, and I will give you a place among these standing here.
This verse came back to me again.
i was not very Holy, was not spiritual enough.
I know i was a sinner and i wondered why was this shown to me.
3 Now Joshua was dressed in filthy clothes as he stood before the angel. 4 The angel said to those who were standing before him, "Take off his filthy clothes."
Then he said to Joshua, "See, I have taken away your sin, and I will put rich garments on you."
God loved me. He was ready to take off my sin.
I have no fear of my visions now.
No more fear of what people might think, no more fear of not being able to, no more fear of people getting unhappy for i am here to serve God and not Man.
If He drops me visions, dreams, it means He believe that i can make it happen. If He believe that i can, then I can do it.
something within me
