God is amazing. God told me this as i was listening to Mr Kasey lectures in class today.

Greater things have yet to come and its coming.

I had a good talk with nicholas during supper just now..

Indeed, this thought has came across my mind lots of times before..

what would i be like if God and Jesus was not in my lifee, what would will happen?

It is a scary thought. 

Who would thought that once, i thought of leaving church in the toughest period of my life many times...

I was glad that i didnt do it..

God entrusted lifes to me, Responsibilities of the people around me... my friends, my families, my sheeps.

What would happen if i leave? just leave so suddenly.. that would definitely caused damage to my sheepzxzs. 

The people around me would not be saved, they would miss their true destinies..

most importantly, they would not know the love of Christ.  

I dont want all this to happen... 

I want my family, my friends to know about the love of God that God has showered me with. All the things that He have done in my life.. everything... every single one of it..

Im going to build my altar even stronger.. Stronger and Stronger.. with You, God.