Written on Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 9:28 PM
Life is Never about smooth and all.
Always, There is up and downs to life.
There is This thing that are being kept on Emphasized FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY.
Sometimes, I wonder what God has in place for me by putting me in my family?
A not so Godly family,
A Family that arnt that united,
A Family that are not spending time together always.
A Family that always find faults and not good.
I Wonder, What type of plan God has for me?
It seems Im never Good or at least average in something.
Being someone who lead the next generation, playing for God,
is all that the plan for me or is it just a illusion.
sometimes, i just doubt myself for who i am.
Theres noisesss inside me.
It sounds like
Clink clang clink clink clink clang clang clink...
It seems that there are swords and shields being weilded.
It feels like My heart is being attacked and shields are guarding my heart.
It feels abit painful now and then..
